Ugh, what a horrid couple of weeks- Lula has been sooo ill and every second has been stressful. Brief joy of Al being home(for less than 48hours) was tarnished by my having a horrendous sore throat and Lula coughing her guts up every couple of hours for the last 3 nights. I went from sleeping in our bed, to her bed ( Al's snoring), to downstairs on the sofa (waiting for painkillers to kick in)to back to ours sitting up cradling Lula to try to ease her coughing. I feel so otherworldly I can hardly conceive that I've just said Goodbye to Al again for another 3 weeks : (
I've fed Lula a super early dinner so I can hopefully bath and bed her waay early and am praying I will get a decent sleep tonight and wake up feeling refreshed and ready to deal with the world!